Um... I'm meeting my mom... my real mom... read first before you advise.?

first of all im sorry for your situation and that i believe there is no right or wrong answer here. it is what you think is right. i think you should talk to her and tell her how you feel. tell her you dont want to go, you have a great life, and explain to her all your feelings towards her. dont blow up cuz it could just make things worse. i hope i helped and good luck